continue to resist temptation.

Robert came over this weekend. First time really since his son was born and the first time since I talked to him about our past… I was scared at first that I would fall victim to those pretty blue eyes and be in the same trap I was in for years. But no, things went amazing. We acted like… friends, best friends. Nothing more, nothing less. It was amazing.

It was the first time that Gina and Nicole were going to meet him and I was afraid that they would see that side of me come out. The side that is trapped under his spell, but that me is gone. I think it’s gone for good. The temptation is no longer there to be with him at all. I love this feeling!

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All my life, temptation has surrounded me. I used to give into it, a lot. But I realized that God doesn’t want me to give in. He wants to be be strong and say no and He helps me make the right decision everyday. Not only that, but He took away some of the temptations I had. God is amazing. Plain and simple. I want to stay away from anything that will cause me to give in to the enemy and aid my way into self destruction.