learn to not push people away

I generally start off fine even bordering on clingy, its overtime that I push people away. The closer you get the more I make sure to close up. I often don’t realize I have done this until someone is so hurt that they leave. I’m trying very hard to not do this anymore but it is a hard habit to get out of…

I don’t generally push away my friends or family but all my “romantic interests” I seem to have issues with. I like someone until he likes me is usually how it goes. I don’t know why.