accept my flaws

This may sound odd but I have been ashamed to be human. I used to think that everybody should strive to be perfect. Meaning nobody should have any flaws. And when I did see a minor flaw in a person I quickly became judgmental. By having this thought process I was only doing harm to myself because everybody has flaws and it is impossible to live a perfect life. No matter how hard a person tries to be perfect it will never come true. It is a waste of time and it does more harm than advantages. I am a person with flaws and I accept it because aren’t we human after all?

I am trying to understand my man better and see his point of view. So, I am trying to understand my flaws that he points out to me that I’m oblivious to. Help!!!

I’m spoiled, lazy, manipulative, have anger problems, did I mention lazy, mean at sometimes, a liar. (Ehich I so cutting back) Not really motivated. These all my flaws and I”m going to try to eliminate them because I don’t want them to be the end of me wish me luck

After reading Sark’s “Succulent Wild Woman,” I’ve decided to write my flaws and weaknesses:

I’m neurotic, controlling, narcissistic, obsessive, negative, paranoid, constantly thinking I’m right, can’t let go of anything, play the victim, live in the past or future, push my loved ones away, cynical about love, conceited, depressed, and lazy at times.

Now that I have written my flaws, I can begin to embrace them so I can become a better person for myself and the people around me. Also, after writing them down, I have realized that my good qualities outweigh the bad ones.

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I have become much better at this. I have focus on handling how my faults affect others negatively.

Everyone has them, you can’t change them. Might as well learn to live with them.

so they are already quite excepted. in odd ways. corruption and loud talk. great. but everybody is fallin into dis pit even faster than myself. ehhh. corruption. oh matt matt matt. remember how things used to be. well weve grown up mee and michael have. also my flaws must really be a bitch. hes gonna “ditch me”

i ditched one of my best friends last week to hang out with my boyfriend. she was really upset, so i’ll try to make it up to her soon. i’m a dick.

also, my left front tooth is a bit farther out than my right front tooth.

and i have a pimple on my thigh. what the hell?

MORE TO COME! =)

i dont always look pretty
i say stupid stuff
i pick at everything
i’m too sensitive
i’m not confident enough
i let people walk all over me
i’m lazy
i forgive to easily
i have too many regrets
i miss opportunity’s thru lazyness or fear