be a better partner to the man I love

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It’s so hard to open up and make sense. Everything is just so hard.

I’ve got to stop letting the daily grind cause me to be such a grump. He’s been so supportive over the years and put up with a lot of sh_t from me. Why can’t I be one of these women that just goes head over heals everytime their man walks through the door? It’s like I’ve got to put on a tough front or something. But he is the LAST person I need a front with!

Very confusing…

I’m learning (not so much by my own choice) that other peoples wants & needs need to come first sometimes & yes, I’m going to say this out loud, are not always the wrong way to go about doing something just because it’s not the way I would have chosen to do it.

Stop expecting him to do things the way I would and start realizing that what I love about him is that he is so much UNlike me.