Dance like nobody's watching...when they are

I’ve always been the shy type, and then eventually start dancing when I get really into it. But I have to stop being so shy. As an adolescent I started learning to dance really good. Thanks to a certain ex of mine, that was a really good not-shy dancer!
I’m going to try to push myself to the limit, by dancing inside of the circle in clubs, instead of wishing I could get all the intention, while standing on the outskirts.

Broadway Dance Center is coming to an end. I have one more class this saturday and then the recital is on June 8th. So the plan is that whatever money I get towards Graduation or from a prospective job, I will spend on Dance classes and clothes for the cruise, but mostly dance classes. I’ll just were sundresses the whole cruise. LOL, I”m serious. I’m going to Mexico.

I was suppose to sign up for this semmester, but since I’ve decided to go on this “Mission of Self Loving”, I think I would like some time to myself before becoming completely focused on this craft. I need to focus on myself first, with a little dancing in between. I’ll just start classes next semester. U know wut? I mite not even be allowed to go to that skool becuz its only up to ages 16. Sooo…..I’ll just find another dance skool or volunteer at Ms. Barrett’s skool

I haven’t been dancing everday and I think thats why I’ve been so stressed out and off point lately. Jordan is like always here and I dont want him to watch me as I dance. I need to be alone! I dont like when people watch me dance. I could dance in my room, but theres so much more space in the living room! Stupid Jordan! lol….well, I’v decided to attempt to learn a new dance atleast once a week. This is one that I learned this week:

Cassie

People say I do have rhythm, but if I do.. I want more! I’ve never seen myself dance, so I dont really know. Even when I’m dancing in front of the mirror and watch myself – I feel that I need more rhythm. Maybe its more so Style that I want more than rhythm. I think if I was critiqued by someone other than my peers….like a professional dancer then I would feel more secure about dancing.

Another Reason Why I Dance

Seeing dancing like this makes me sad that I’ve wasted so many years,months,weeks, days, hours, and minutes…NOT DANCING. I just wanna dance my life away. Seeing dancing such as this reminds me why I dance and how far I would go for it. Wow, I luv dancing….I’m speechless. One day – I will dance. Everyday my passion grows stronger…..please look at this video if you can.

The REason I dance

It has no end. I want to be “Better”.....meaning better than you are now. It’s better than trying to be great….great as in better than everyone else? I would rather set my own standards on how good I would like to be. This way I wont feel too pressured, because then I wont be comparing myself to other “Great Dancers”. Because no matter how good you think you are, there is always someone out there that is better than you. I know its a terrible thing to say, and its something I especially dont wanna hear….....but I think its true. I dont know where “better” will end…...but I know how to start.