Get the perfect studying routine!

Well…it’s not that easy. But I’ll try, it’s the only way to do the other hundred things I want to do! so.. let’s study! Now!

Right now I can freely say that I’ve reached to this goal!

(Today is not counted, it’s still 21 o’clock and there are 4 hours to go to the bed + I have got a terrible headache and I’m not feeling that good, this story is to told on another entries but wish I had a time for writing them:S)

You might have been recognised it, I’m not so online anymore, I miss 43Things but if I can’t get into that f.cking university 43T won’t help me :S

I think I do my best!
Oh, I hope I can continue like that. Because sometimes to continue something that you started is the hardest thing!

There are a few days left until my Semester Holiday finishes…

And I believe that I’ve done a quite good job during last 2 weeks, my MATHS II book is almost finished… Right now I’m quite good with the derivatives, trigonometry and all other MATHS II subjects… And I’m going to re-learn the Integral Theory and finish the rest of the tests too…

Perfect! But it has to keep on being like this, hope to not fail :D

Today I woke up 7.30 o’clock in the morning, had a good breakfast and smiled to myself in the mirror for 60 seconds to make a good begining to the day…

Then I went to the Library of my Uiversity Entrance Examination course (Since now I’m gonna call this exam as UEE, don’t want to pronounce it in the long way, Cause it’s so real…Grrr :S:S)

started to study at the 9.00 AM and studied until 12.30 PM. Then had a lucnh break and wandered in the city… After that I had my Geometry Private Lesson, and studied again until 16.00…

I really can focus when I want…
Today was so productive…

But Why I’m so f.cking perfectionist… and why I’m aiming to go just to the best school :( I feel like my happiness for my future is %90ly depending on my education.

This is a total self torture !!! And gives me pain, seriously.

My last exam went so bad :x
It was just a practise that I jut took on my own and effective nothing at all… But it made me quite demoralized at least for a few hours…

The time is running out very very fastly, and I’ve already started to feel a big pressure on myself :x

I really and really need to work hard and get that scholarship…

It’s a Friday night and I think I can say that this one was a really quite good studying week, I’m getting more and more hopeful about this goal and getting to my dream university everyday :)

METU, or Bosphorus, here I come to study Psychology :)

On Saturday, I didn’t study any damn, (Shame on you Flickr and 43T and also shame on me :D)

But yesterday was so good…
I think I’m getting into that routine…
The reason that I want to make my studying times as a routine is, when it’s a routine, I just don’t get bored…

I feel really good about it right now!
Cause yesterday I had a practise University Entrance Examination on my own, 3 hours and 15 mins of sitting and doing the tests… Woww!

And I got a pretty good result, I need a 350 and yesterday I got a 344 from my own practise exam! :)
There are still 5 months till the exam…

I can work it out:)

Uhmm…The home exam and the real exam are different things, but within the 5 months I hope that I will keep on getting better and better :)

Feeling satisfied…

Oh God, I really need that huge scholarship!

I really have to do that!
My university entrance exam is going to change my entire future, and my success on the exam is only depending on how much and how good I study…

I need a 350/377 to get into my dream school (METU)
And it really needs effort…

For exam, I’m responsible of these things, and there are 30 test questions for each lesson.

First Part:
Turkish (Turkish skills, mostly based on reading and understanding and Turkish Grammar)
Social Sciences (History, Geography, Philosophy)
Mats I (Basic Maths and Geometry skills like Problems, etc.)
Basic Science (I didn’t take Science classes in high school, [Like biology, pysichs and chemistry..] so this test is not gonna be effective for me,But It’s a very good bonus!)

Second (Upper) Part:
Litereature History, Turkish Geography, Pshycology (Every little damn about Turkish and World Literature and Turkish Geography)

MathsII (Upper and High Maths… Like Trigonometry or Integral Theory)

I have to do about 28/30 from every test but the Basic Science so I can get into METU…

Grrrrrrrr….