be 18 years old

well im actually 19 now… cant say been 18 was that life changing or exciting :\

yea, except the nice gifts and younger people badly wanting you to buy stuff for them, like your best friends brother… lol, its not that great!

taxes and stuff, meh….

so far being 18 is amazing… free breakfast, good friends, and scratch off lottery tickets!! i hope the rest of the day is just as good!

but it’s gonna be so much more for me than that. it’s the year i graduate from high school. it’s the year in my life that i head off to school, the year that i can finally work at the store that i’ve wanted to work at since i was 10. the year that i can go to a club with my friends just so we can dance and be crazy. the year that i can buy a lottery ticket if i want or cigarettes or porn (i dont really want to buy the last two but STILL i could if i wanted to). the year i can go on my first date and have my first kiss ( haha i know). the year that i can fly overseas with my dad and ride in first class (my dad’s a pilot so it’s extremely cheap). and all of this comes around that same time that i’m about to graduate, have a beach week with my friends, and go to my college orientation. so my 18 birthday isnt just another 18 birthday it’s the beginning of a huge change. that might seem like crazy but that’s what i’m taking it as

ONLY 9 MORE DAYS!!!!! AHHH I CANT WAIT!!!!

this last 8 month strech until i turn 18 is going buy way way way to quickly!

When i was 12 turning 18 was the only thing i thought about. My parents we seperater befor i was born and i lived with my mom, in Arizona. Me and her have never got along. Infact, i dont have a normal loveing relationship with anyone in my family (mom, dad or brother)I resent EVERYONE! I was 12 when i started running away and doing drugs and gitting to trubble. A few weeks after my 14th birthday my mom sent me to go live with my dad, in Indiana. I live in pergatory (the place between heven and hell) for a year and 3 months. but it was the last 3 months i lived their that were “heven”. I fell in love, His name was Aaron; he is the only person to keep me out fo trubble. Ever sence the day we met we have faught the world to be togather, it was “hell”. I turned 17 in september ‘06. And Aaron and i have been married for almost a year now and have the most beautiful daughter who is 10 months old.
The age 18 shouldnt matter to me because i have been amancipated sence i was 16, but it does.
Even tho its only about 8 more months to go until i turn 18, and i have been waiting for it passionately for the last 5 years, this last 8 month strech is going buy way way way to quickly!

your stil young you shouldnt be sitting around waiting to turn 18…thats a waste of ur life….once you get older your going to say “I wish i didnt waste my life like i did”

my life is the same.

yay

After going out on Monday night up town and getting ID’ed everywhere I so want to be 18! I know your not meant to wish your life away but I think I can stand to lose 6 months.