Ugh, this is terrible. For some reason when I witness somebody’s admirable talents, I get terribly jealous and feel that they would only like me if I had the same talents. SUCH CRAP. I have my own talents and I don’t have to be good at everything. To be good at everything, you would never excel in any one area.
This makes it hard for me to be my own person around others, because since they’re so awesome, how could I ever talk to them? So I don’t.
This is seriously why I have no friends. 5 years ago