be OK with moving on

I received a few text messages last night. They were from him. He was on his best friends cell phone.

The first one said: “Just wanted to say bye”
Second one: “Moving”
Third one: “Can you call me now?”

That was at 12:30 am last night, I didn’t get the messages until 8:30 this morning. I’m really upset, I know I’m gonna be distracted all day today.

I texted messaged back just now “Tell him I love him and I’m gonna miss him.” Maybe this is what I need to be ok with moving on.

I’ve been thinking about him a lot lately. I often find myself going to his personal website and reading then reminiscing about the past. I dream of him often…I’m still not ok with moving on.

My ex-boyfriend and I broke up 3 years ago. I’ve been seeing someone for the past year and a half and my ex has since gotten married. We both keep in touch with each other and see each other every now and then (on a friendship level). But I find we often talk about us and what might have been. I thought we had moved on, but obviously we haven’t and I’m not ok with that. I want to feel ok with our situation, but how?