for the new/revived goals – that’s the plan for today:)
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As you all probably know, shortly before Christmas I recieved a batch of blood results, stating that my condition was no longer “compatible with live”. Several very nasty medical incidents took place as a result, and ultimately, I decided to get more organized. I did some “house-cleaning” on 43t, and closed many of my goals [and Chloe’s]. Mainly, I didn’t want to leave things messy and unfinished.
In retrospective, it was a bad decision, and I think the fact that I also unsubscribed from most people, and attempted in one post to say a very gentle goodbye. I think I probably hurt a lot of peoples feelings, and I’m very sorry about that – I simply wasn’t well enough to participate much. Certainly, there was no intention to hurt anyone, or make them feel rebuffed. So, if it seems like that to anyone reading this – I’m really sorry.
However, as Jan fades into Feb, unexpectedly I’m still alive.
That being the case, and being really feed-up living in this “limbo”, I’ve decided to re-open many of my goals [and Chloe’s]. I don’t know what the future will hold, or the longevity, but while I can, I plan to do what I can, and live as though I have a future:)
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a lot of thought – my health problems made me hesitant, but I’ve deided I’m going to review [and revive] my goals.
Thanks flutter for the invite, and the idea?
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flutter is full of wonder is is praying for and supporting Sherlock
this is where I’m am going to start
I want to keep my list short
I don’t think a long list of think works for me
but there are some thing that I must keep on my list
others are just for fun … and fun is important too
there will be some changes…
I think one of the first changes I need is one I have been putting off because I don’t like it…
I don’t like structure
I don’t like failing
I don’t like being told what to do
not even by myself …. lol
but I have watch a friend struggle and grow
and she has thought and encouraged me to be more then I thought I could be.
Sooo… my first change, and my first added goal I will steel from NewIsabella
it will be this one
