Forgive myself for those I have unintentionally hurt because I didn't have the confidence to believe I had that much to offer.

I’m no barbie doll
I’m not your baby girl
I’ve done ugly things
And I have made mistakes
And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines
I am rotten to my core if they’re to be believed
So what if I’m no baby bird hanging upon your every word?
Nothing ever smells of roses that rises out of mud

Why do you love me, Why do you love me?
Why do you love me, it’s driving me crazy!
Why do you love me, Why do you love me?
Why do you love me, it’s driving me crazy!

You’re not some little boy
Why you acting so surprised
You’re sick of all the rules
Well I’m sick of all your lies
Now I’ve held back a wealth of shit, I think I’m gonna choke
I’m standing in the shadows with the words stuck in my throat
Does it really come as a surprise when I tell you I don’t feel good?
Nothing ever came from nothing man, Oh man, ain’t that the truth

Why do you love me, Why do you love me?
Why do you love me, it’s driving me crazy!
Why do you love me, Why do you love me?
Why do you love me, it’s driving me crazy!

~Garbage

Live performance

I’ve been a bad bad girl
I’ve been careless
With a delicate man
And it’s a sad sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can

Don’t you tell me to deny it
I’ve done wrong and
I want to
Suffer for my sins
I’ve come to you
‘Cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don’t know
Where I can begin

What I need is
A good defense
‘Cause I’m feelin’
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I’ve sinned against
Because he’s all
I ever knew
of love

Heaven help me
For the way I am
Save me from
These evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings
The consequence at hand
But I keep livin’ this day like
The next will never come

Oh help me but
Don’t tell me to deny it
I’ve got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies till
I’m good enough for him
I’ve got a lot to lose
And I’m bettin’ high
So I’m beggin’ you
Before it ends
Just tell me where to begin

Let me know the way
Before there’s hell to pay
Give me room to lay
The law and let me go
I’ve got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know

What I need is
A good defense
‘Cause I’m feelin’
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I’ve sinned against

Because he’s all
I ever knew
of love

~FIONA APPLE

Live Performance

I have a smile
Stretched from ear to ear
To see you walking down the road

We meet at the lights
I stare for a while
The world around us disappears

Just you and me
On my island of hope
A breath between us could be miles

Let me surround you
My sea to your shore
Let me be the calm you seek

Oh, but every time I’m close to you
There’s too much I can’t say
And you just walk away

And I forgot
To tell you
I love you
And the night’s
Too long
And cold here
Without you
I grieve in my condition
For I cannot find the words to say I need you so

Oh and every time I’m close to you
There’s too much I can’t say
And you just walk away

And I forgot
To tell you
I love you
And the night’s
Too long
And cold here
Without you
I grieve in my condition
For I cannot find the strength to say I need you so bad

~Sarah McLachlan