its been a very long time. he makes no effort to communicate at all. neither do I. but I did for many years and it just wasn’t worth it.
so, why do I have this on my 43 things list? perhaps I was thinking it might happen one day. I no longer hold out any hope for that. I realize it could happen, but its not likely.
I choose to leave this on my list and mark it as “I give up.” 20 months ago