~* Make me 'Going Home' Ready!

Emotionally, mentally, spiritually, I am lacking the physically…. Shrugs… who really cares though.

The trip has been postponed until Aug 2. So I’ll be in the air and traveling from Chicago on that lovely day. Not exactly what I had in mind.

But what the bloody hell, I’M GOING HOME.

I am getting more and more excited.

I know I need this time at home. It’s becoming more and more evident.

I have a strong feeling that there is some healing that will take place and I am so ready for it…

I won’t go back there “Who I was” but, I’m not coming back here “Who I am”... sounds so cryptic doesn’t it.

I’ve just been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching, It seems that it’s a time of change and regeneration. Rejuvenation really.

Transformation {shoot what is up with all these tion words}

But boy am I really, really excited about this.

I am so going to love the down time, I want to go to the lake and I have to go to the flee market.

All the little towns I am from, all my roads of peace.

I am getting more and more excited as time goes on. I know the kids will be with their daddy, he has already fixed plans for them.

Since he knows my family so well {aunt and Uncle} then he can be there with out me at all or bring them home, pick them up.

OH and I’ll have my own car.. Yeah for me.

I have until June 4, to have all the little things that ‘are me’ done and accomplished.

My list of things to do, places to go and see.

the 7 and 8th are booked solid. I arrive on the 5th, that is a done day. Spending it with my aunt and uncle, and I’ve so got to see James and the baby.

I want to redo my hair and well tons of things.

I am going home. Whoo Hooo.

Edit: I have to start wearing my rings again. What would I be like with out my cinderfella ring.

I took them off a few days ago, the hands were giving me lots and lots of trouble.