Make a friend of the Unknown

I think I started this process in Ireland, and I’m still working on it.

right now there are many unknown variables, and I just have to face each new day regardless. As I make my way through the days I see that it all unfolds just fine, and quite interesting too! The discomfort of not being able to relax into certainty, comes with the reward of surprise, learning, stretching, humility, and never a dull moment!

is more of what I am getting at here. I am not sure that fearlessness is a realistic aim. Perhaps moments or times of fearlessness, but I think fear is something that will continue to be present, perhaps just as the little voice that I can acknowledge, but not let overtake me. I was gently reminded by a friend that those voices inside will never go away, but I can learn to live with them and keep them in check so to speak.

my relationship is so not healthy. and while I keep waiting for some sign of what to do…...nothing is coming. I guess it is pretty normal to encounter difficult situations in life. why does it feel so surprising to not have all the answers? whatever happens, I can handle it. just trying to really remember that and not focus on the groundlessness of having the rug pulled out from under me.

where I do not know what to aim for. Everything I thought I was working towards, is not happening. My premise’s have not panned out. I’m realizing I need to re evaluate all goals, values, judgments….. I’m more confident, and more full of doubt! I do not know where to focus my efforts. Now, to open myself to new goals, dreams, let myself come out of the box….... I do have confidence that life is amazing! I trust that I will become more of myself as I live my life.