Learn to live outside my comfort zone

Just this past weekend I’ve let go of something that left me hurt and confused for years. I sacrificed my own pain and personal difficulties for the sake of my mother and father’s happiness. My parents have given up so much for me and made sacrifices for me so I can only repay them by giving them the same support and respect. A feeling of growth, relief and strength has overcome me now. I love this new outlook, this new horizon.

It may seem like just a simple equation in the long mathematical sequence of life but at least I’ve learned the power behind creating a positive from two negatives. Congratty’s Miss Sha, you owe yourself a good book and a nice cup of Black tea (and don’t be hesitant on the sugar)!

Okay so I completely lost it last night. I couldn’t stop crying. My sister told me she’s planning on moving further away with her fiance and now my best friend doesn’t think we should be friends anymore because he’s in love with me. All of this sudden change just made me breakdown. I’m planning on moving out of my parent’s house in the next like month and I’m just afraid I’m going to be so alone. But I have to do it. I have to learn to deal with change and I really want to learn to overcome struggle all on my own. It’s all so much easier said then done.