do good in college

so i must…i must do good in college…to go to grad school…and get my phd…maybe clinical…psychologist ..still not sure…hmmm..wish me luck

I did them.
I passed them.
I’m in college again doing something different.
Bring on Uni next year.

i don’t feel motivated this semester because all my classes are boring, and i just don’t want to give up because i really like my area and would like to work on something in it… it’s just a bad semester.

Education is important to me, that will never change.

So the fir5st day of shcool was okay. I was really shocked at how different both of my teachers are. My Math teacher seems to be a little wishy washy but maybe that was just first day jitters. But let me tell you, my english professor, had no problem with that. He seems really strict, and the class seems like its going to be difficult but i mean i just really have to give it my all. The way that i see it is, I have two classes I am fairly goode a math so im not worried about that and i can focus more on english. I think that even through english is going to be difficult it is really going to help me get the basics down pat and that will improve my writing for the future. The only thing that scares me is that he said we can only miss 4 days and then he will drop us from the class automatically. AHHH 4 days. I really have to give it my all and stay focused. It should be easier because i have all these different aspects of my life all pushing for the same thing. A better life later on. I am solely responsible for myself and no one else. I am in-charge of my life and i want to go places i havn’t ever really even dreamed about.
I have never really thought about my future and where i want to be where i want to go but that seems to be all i can think about. I want to lay a good foundation so that things will get easier as time goes on and i will be able to handle the difficult sitatuions better than i ever thought possible. Oh please grant me the strength.

Thursday is a big day… i go back to school. i haven’t been in school in a year and i will be taking two classes at longview. Im really nervous. I mean i know that i will be okay no matter what happens but the thought of failing AGAIN… I just can’t stand it. well i guess that just means that failing isn’t an option this time. I will have a fairly busy scheule but i mean who doesn’t. Thats life right. Math 110 will be an easy class, im good at math so im not worried about that. But english… hummm i dont know there will be several essays to write i mean thats what the class is about. but the research and siting sources. its gonna be hard. Im sure my brother in law will help me considering he just took this class last semester. I still just can’t shake the nerves. I will be working two jobs and part time school. Oh yeah and sleep thats always a must. What am i talking about it will all work out. I have been planning this for quite sometime and if i dont just jump now i will never do it….