have fun falling and being in love

It’s been such a long time since I’ve been in love and not been totally stressed out by it because I’m in love with the wrong person or it is just the wrong situation.

I want to fall in love and enjoy and have fun being in love and be reminded of the bliss and fun that it can be to share life with someone I love. It’s been so long since I’ve had a ‘happy love’ that I’m beginning to get cynical and hardened about it and I don’t want that. I want a fun love that opens me up and softens me to a happy, confident person in love.