get skinny again

I’ve gotten so much bigger over the past four years, and now I’m getting complacent again because my boyfriend thinks I’m sexy and he tells me every day. I need to get skinny again, like I used to be, so I can believe him.

i really wannnt 2 get skinnier.. like iv just got back on track, got my willpower back and i need inspiration and help not to let it all go down the tubes!

i used to be size one and i really want to go back to that… my ideal weight is to weigh 111 and right now i weigh like 123

I’m starting to think I might scrap this goal. Being a recovering bulimic it’s probably not an entirely healthy goal, and I know I’m not fat…I’ve finally come to accept that.

I would never ever advocate extreme methods to lose weight I’ve been there and it was a most horrible horrible time in my life, but I think that with someone like me who has suffered with eating disorders the balance is always tipped a little off side…yes I might be medically speaking recovered but I am deeply unhappy within myself at the way that has left me looking.
I’m not fat…I know that now…that’s the difference in the old me and me now, I can admit to knowing I’m not fat. But at the same time I’m not quite as thin as I’d like to be, maybe thats more to do with my history than anything else I’m not sure.

“You know if you lost some weight you could be a model…”

Now that is motivation to shift the last few pounds if I ever heard it.

No snacks all day =]
I did have an ice lolly but they’re low cal like so I’ma let it slip!
Ate really healthytoday…cereal, fruit, nuts for lunch steak and veggies at dinner. Really quite please with myself!

i’ve been trying for soi long tolose weight, and the funny thjing is i cant manage to lose it and keep it off. When im by myself in my room at home, im not worried by my personal image but when surrounded by others i cant help but compare myself to them, and i start to hate myself. if only i could look like marilyn monroe…

I’ve lost three pounds this week!
I keep this up and my goal will be done really soon =]

Hopefully about 105lbs?