~*Rules To Loving Me*~

experience two people can share.

I’m not just talking about Romantic Kisses though, kissing babies cheeks, their hands, fat little feet. I love kissing babys. Little ones with those open mouth sloppy kisses.

Well I am getting lost in this talking about Kisses huh.
There is this one way I will kiss, to me as silly as this sounds… It’s like I read the lips.

Have you ever kissed anyone for any reason, and just closed your eyes and truely felt just felt what was being said with their lips. Not simply passion, I’ve had many passionate kisses in my life. That had nothing to do with love.

I’ve kissed a stranger and that be the only moment we shared. But even little fingers when they get an owie. You know that kiss has magic in it. Have you ever closed your eyes and felt that little one let go of the fear and pain, when you’ve kissed the owie.

Silly thoughts this morning from me right. Well, I love Kisses.

Here is a Kissing Quiz I took this morning.
What Kind of Kissing Style are You?

Passionate (24 to 30)
You are an enthusiastic and intense kisser. You aren’t afraid to throw caution to the wind and kiss like there’s no tomorrow, and you don’t hesitate to make the first move when you’re in the mood. Being passionate is an enviable gift, it’s no secret that passionate people enjoy great sex lives. Plus, you’re obviously comfortable with your sexual side, another enviable quality. But you may want to think about turning down the heat sometimes.

With so much passion, there may be little room to make an emotional connection. While sex is important in a relationship, so is being able to relax, talk and just have fun together out of bed as well as in! Plus, while the majority of men love a passionate woman, remember that they like to be the sexual aggressors sometimes too.

Take the time to learn me. My moods, my voice, my words, my heart.

Just take the time to KNOW ME… Sometimes, it’s like you talk to 2 different woman and they both love deeply, they both need and want to the same degree. But each wants and needs a different thing.

Don’t just love one, love both. Remember the other one now and then, for with out the two there is no one.

I have never had anyone understand how I can go from strong and independent to sensitive and insecure in just seconds.

LOL I worked with three of the most beautiful women I have ever known. One was blue eyes blond hair, beautiful… Another was Asian with the most stunning eyes, the last was native American long brown hair.

I worked with these women for years and it was probably 5 years into our friendship… That I was talking with the three of them and admitted to being insecure. I had to convince them.

They did not believe it…. I had kept my strong up, that is what they wanted, what they needed. They literally didn’t believe I was really insecure.

Well, I am… at times.

so, another thing about loving me…

I am very sensitive and emotional… I’ll hide it or cover it up, if it’s not understood. I guess it’s a defence mechanism. I want all of me loved and wanted {does not mean agreed with or even liked}. The sensitivity is so easy to solve, to make it go away.

I guess I just want to feel loved or something. Hell I don’t even know what I’m talking about. I think I am having a Britney break down…. LMAO

I don’t mean to be so sensitive and emotional. I know it drives people away from me.

but I could not find another word that would describe accurately what I was trying to get at.

Guidelines, ideas, format, suggestions, a peek inside of me.

They are not really rules in the least, it’s just an explanation of me really.

For instance this… The other day I was talking to someone dear to me and he stressed the importance of words. Lord, I’ve always known the importance of words, but there was something he said that was so very profound to me.

I started writing a journal when I was almost 14, words have been precious to me ever since. The mouth is the one thing that can heal and destroy with a simple word.

Sometimes, I say things that come out so SO wrong, my hearts motive is NOT what the words say… I say them, yes. But it’s the feel or the tone that doesn’t come out right. There are times I don’t have the right words and I am fumbling around as if lost in a maze trying to put proper words and tone to my feelings.

I am not successful with this.

So one of my “heads up” sometimes my words will not reflect my heart… I have just messed up in what I’ve written or how it sounds. Please give me the opportunity to explain that.