wear bright colours

... yet, I want to wear them.
Bright colours hurt my eyes, give me a headache. Plus I’m just so used to wearing dark colours. I guess I find some sort of comfort and calmness within myself with the darker colours. I had a really bright rainbow shirt and I have had my hair bright red, but I guess that’s as bright as I have ever gone.
Perhaps, someday I’ll come out of the dark and into the bright.

today i am wearing white cords and a blue polo shirt. i feel really bright.

this isn’t supposed to imply that i wear black everyday. i haven’t done that in years. i just have felt kind of drab lately. i want to wear bright springy colours and buy new springy flats. i think i just need spring.