be a freakin' awesome mommy

this goal is so much easier than I thought =) how could I not be when he’s so amazing? <3

Ya know, This goal is something that will likely never end, but that’s okay with me. I have an awesome baby! Well, toddler.
for the most part, she is just plain silly, randomly walking up and slurping family members.
I really feel like I’m doing a good job being good for her. We usually hang out all day. I’ll be doing my homework and she’ll be in my lap, getting fingerprints all over my screen, or poking me in the eye, things like that. We look at diffrent things on the net, animals to learn the animals, the keyboard for letters and hexidecimal color charts are great for colors.
I honestly have to say that I have an awesome baby, and she seems to like me, so i must be doing something right.

today was her first real belly laugh and the first time she got the giggles, which of curse gave her daddy and I the gigges too. yay :D

I think I’m doing a pretty good job on this one. She seems to like me more, so I must be doing something right :). I’m definately looking foreward to getting better at this whole thing though. I want to be perfect ( hehe, i know perfect isn’t possible, but I can try)

a freakin’ awesome grandmommy!!! (my grandbaby is due in April)

There’s a good chance she’s starting to teeth. She’s been so fussy! I get to feel a little more important because she wants so much attention and calming cuddles. In fact, when it’s “nap time” and she’s freaking out, I’m usually the only one to get here out.
Another really neat thing is that she’s starting to laugh
(squeak) and she snorted yesterday! It cracked me up.
I will admit that my patince has been tested these last couple days with her being so fussy all day, but we’re working through it slowly

I’m doing the best I can! So far I’ve managed to learn a lot of patience, which was good when she had colic. Now I’ve been making her clothes and playing with her as much as I can ( it’s fun for me too :D ) Today I figured out that she loves to sit in the chair next to me. She was giggling ( her version there-of) and smiling. I love her littleness

I just downloaded the song from the Tide commercial at freshapproach.com. (I worked on my other goal of “read my Bible more” while I was waiting since I didn’t have anyting else to do:)). I played the song when it finished downloading and all I could do was cry. It’s a beautiful song and it’s too real to know that one day my son will be a man and leave me behind to have a life of his own. I know he’s only 3, but he’s still growing way too fast for Mommy:)! Right in the middle of the song he comes down the hall looking for me saying “Mommy?” He finds me and all I can do is pretend that I wasn’t crying and smile…