make an effort to look good when i go out

been doing poorly on this.

my hair and face and body need a makeover.

like, maybe hair trim, just alittle..
maybe eyebrows need doing…
maybe wear some cover up makeup, i have more little spots on my face, age… i guess…
and the weight problem,. i need to lose at least 10,. i look pretty good even then.
i need time for me.

today, wore green scarf my sis gave me for xmas, got compliments on it, and also had a great time.

today i wore a long sleeve t shirt and a top over it, and my new grey pants that look so smooth on me.
my horrid parka, well what can ya do. its freezing here.
I wore the red berts bees, and thats about it

tonite I wore earrings i usually dont wear, lippy do, my new velvet black coat, and a cute scarf! I didnt get any compliments but it looked a lot better than the sweatshirt that has been my uniform all winter.

at my kids school , I am the poor one, even though I make more money than I ever have.

i dress the part too….
well… no more.
i bought some nice fitting pants at the store and some new tops. if it ever warms up, they will see a new me.
like it will make a difference… to all those soccer moms.

i wonder what it is with them, if they are all on some sort of prozac? so phoney./

a good purse, which I really needed… and some good pants, after mine got splotched with pink from the washing machine… and bought 3 new tops.
they are casual but could also pass as a bit dressy for church or going out to eat or whatever I do with my kids. movies, etc.

I work at home so have been wearing the same uniform all winter!
‘even though its freezing out still, well below freezing… thought some treats – even though am paying off cred cards, cant look like crap all the time! no I did not charge these items.

so today my 26 yr old invited me shopping, and maybe its time to get a new pair of everyday pants. i wear these green cords every day. but now they will have to be painting pants.
the pink might wash out though, have not tried yet…

my hair was wavy and i used red berts bees gloss.. and had my good sunglasses.
so, it made people a lot more friendly to me, since i was making a bit of an effort to not look so horrible

oh boy.
well… what can I do for MOnday to make an effort?
I could braid my hair tonite so its curly and wear earrings. find my red lip balm.

with all the stuff to do, work, housework, kids, food, caring for others, birthday cards, gifts… looking for a new house to rent… how can i bother doing things like nails, hair, makeup, clothes, even going on my walk has gone by the wayside cuz of other priorities.
its not good.
one thing i did, was make an appt for cholesterol, that is health and looks indirectly, right?