flowergirlresumed got a postcard from Restless
this is to be my new year resolution…
How I did it: ok so after many hangovers and just general understanding of the reasons I was drinking, i got to the point where something had to change.
there are many people that drink more than me.. but i doubt they ever felt as sad, lonely, depressed as i did during and after drinking.
i wasn't drinking to enjoy a drink, i was drinking to get drunk.. and that's not good or healthy. so i'm feeling much better right now : )
Yay for a day at a time.
flowergirlresumed got a postcard from Restless
this is to be my new year resolution…
flowergirlresumed got a postcard from Restless
knock this goal on the head soon, if I don’t get cracking with it… ;)
that drinking is not the answer and in fact, is holding you back from a lot of things and f%cking them up, well, it’s hard to keep doing what you’ve been doing.
I’ve hit a spot in my life where I’m at a real crossroads and I’m just having to take a different path to where I’ve been heading so far.
It’s scary but it’s good. and I don’t like who I am when I drink.
So I’ll stick with this goal.
i’ve actually been doing really well and have dramatically cut back on the drinking but BOY, being in my head sux.
i need to do something.. like yoga, but something new. a new hobby : )
any suggestions?x
it is the therapy.
it is the acupuncture.
it is the reiki and massages.
it is the journal writing, the debriefing, the visiting painful things from my past.
it is all of these things, and perhaps none of these things. who knows, but i am succeeding at this goal for the moment and really noticing the benefits.
flowergirlresumed got a postcard from Restless
and as they say there is no time like the present… :)