make it

I want to be able to succeeed in life, and be successful in all
that I do.

BIG!! as a director (or anything really lol)
i don’t care about being famous i just want to make it
(if that makes any sense)

Is when you are just yourself and it starts to pay for itself. Life pays you for living.

i titled this because i am a very ambitious person and im diabetic. luck is not helping timing is perfect when actions which might be across the room are identical to my words. im not crazy but im diabetic and want to lose weight without drugs but my perscription makes it virtually impossible. i want to go to school but need a really good job for money . been in and out of the house for more than two years and its terrible. so is my mother. my dad was just a sperm donar. a…... i joke. im bored my boyfriend is in jail and i thought i love him i mean i do but am very exited about what could pssibly be in my non-existant life. i mean my future. i never get on the computer an i dont know why . ohh wait a minute i do its because im never left alone. its in the kitchen where there is an opening to the door …........blah blah im embarrasing myself. i wish there was a majic potion to where when i woke up every thing was ok or a fine ass guy would be all up in my face when i woke up and hed be like its ok im here. its alright.’’ o m g everyone wants that. people keep saying im special and yada yada but the only time im like yeah sarah your rhe fuckin pimp is when im by my lonesome. i hate bragging and im not thats just how i grew up.the one person i want i cant have.