Simon. instead of making me search all over 43T, Facebook, gmail…
because 43T tells me so. :)
Without wanting to devalue any of the help, support and friendship shown by all you girls and guys, this is something I need to work out in my head.
I have a certain number of subscribers. If I discount any who subscribed to me, then promptly walked away from 43T; any who read my stuff in order to keep abreast of what the slightly-insane English guy is up to; any who may only be waiting to see me crash and burn; there’s still quite a few who seems to genuinely enjoy me.
Not only that. Also, those who have taken the time, trouble and expense to call me. And those who email me just to say hi. And those who sent birthday wishes, and missed me when I was gone.
Some, but by no means all, people here like me. Which must mean I have good qualities. Aw, hell, I know I have a few good qualities. My problem is, the way I see it, my bad qualities overwhelmingly outweigh the good.
This may be wrong.
How can I convince myself of my self-worth?
