luvlilcows is cleaning like a maniac
There’s so much I want in life I don’t have, and so many things I want to do, but thinking about this has only led to depression and, frankly, whining. I seem to have cultivated a “what about me?” attitude. Meanwhile, my husband is let feeling unappreciated and disrespected, and my children aren’t having any fun. My life is just passing me by while I sit and sulk about what I do not have. This has to end.
God has impressed upon me that the problem is my thinking of myself instead of thinking of others, and doing for myself instead of doing for others. I need to take care of the other people in my life, and leave it to God to take care of me. I need to trust Him to “not withhold any good thing”, as He says, so if it is good for me, I’ll get it, and if it is not, I won’t, and I shouldn’t want it then anyway.
This is going to be a struggle, I’m sure, but one I am willing to undertake.
