do one thing that scares me each day

So far I’ve cleaned my closet, and unpacked some bags I wanted to ignore…

i have a huge backlog “to do” list and i’m going to try do do one thing from it each weekday. i was originally going to do one thing from it a week, but i will try this first and see if i can do it!

well. ok. I skipped a day. technically yesterday I didn’t ignore any calls, because I wasn’t home, but I tried to not be home, so I wouldn’t have to face them. today I didn’t have to go in to work until 12:30, so, I answered the phone. I took care of my student loans, for now. It doesn’t seem like a big deal, but I was scared shitless.

I have not answered my phone if the caller ID shows a 1-800 number in months. I’m scared to talk to debt collectors because I know I don’t have the money. They call every day. Today I’m going to answer the phone.