stop being a jerk

I don’t intentionally act like this… But I constantly find myself just naturally being judgmental, cynical, pessimistic, and a general smart hind end!!! What especially bothers me the most about this habit of rudeness is that it’s usually directed towards the most undeserving people. I think maybe it’s just my mannerisms that make me behave this way, rather than the fact that I‘m truly, honestly irritated with someone? Because I definitely don’t consider myself to be cold or uncaring… It doesn’t matter, I guess. At any rate, my disrespectful personality is something that I MUST improve for the sanity of myself & everyone around me!!!

Stop being mean to the raccoons when they eat the catfood—just bring the catfood in!

Stop being mean to company support departments

Stop being mean toward my mom

Stop getting angry when Christians say the things they say

I really don’t like the things I’ve done when I reflect upon them. It makes others’ (people and animals) lives miserable, and I really feel awful. I need to learn from these mistakes—I need to remember them when I start doing the things above.

I’m usually a gigantic jerkface in jest, but sometimes I feel like I’m being mean just for the sake of being mean. It’s completely unnecessary and I don’t want people to feel like they can’t talk to me because I’ll ridicule them or something.

I wish i could stop being ignorant to people. Im so mean to people. I push people away. I almost pushed [Her] away.

I’ve been told that I have “mellowed” and “softened” but I don’t somehow think so

It’s like watching myself get thrown in front of a train in slow motion.

I don’t understand why I’m such an unrepentant cock, sometimes. I don’t even MEAN to be, REALLY. And yet, sometimes the things that come out of my mouth have such a fucking attitude that I keep waiting for the people in my life to fucking slap me.

this is not a very uplifting or interesting goal. If I could accomplish it, however, that would be oustanding. The other day I resolved that whenever I do anything at all even slightly mean/rude/obnoxious I would put a dime into a bank, and then at the end of the month give all the money to charity. But the past couple days has led me to believe that seriously I am going to be completely broke if I properly follow my plan.