i don’t know. I’m definitely not at the end of a journey but I’m on my way. Lots of therapy. Lots of honesty. Lots of giving up control.
I will get there : )
i don’t know. I’m definitely not at the end of a journey but I’m on my way. Lots of therapy. Lots of honesty. Lots of giving up control.
I will get there : )
i am reading her book, anatomy of the spirit – what an amazing book! I’ve heard ppl talk about it for ages but it’s only this weekend i’ve picked it up, and am unable to put it down!
I think especially over the last month as my body is reacting massively to things going on in my life, that i’m really getting where she comes from. I have had a sore throat for nearly 3 solid weeks, and at first i thought i was just run down but now i am in no doubt that it’s sore and reflecting the fact i have all of this stuff bottled up in side of me, depressed down, and i really struggle being with my emotions.
Then we had a family issue come up (what holiday is complete without a bit of drama?!!) and automatically I had 3 big ulcers hit up my tongue.. ouch!
interesting…
it’s taken some work, some painful, soul searching work, but i feel i’m getting closer :)
LovelyStrife I've got to go; gotta leave you all behind and face the truth!
I’ve lost touch with my spirit, but I will get it back. I havn’t found out how just yet, but I will restore the vibrant spirit I once had.
..as i’m struggling for breath. I’ve been having lots of anxiety attacks lately and realise that this is happening due to a number of factors.
home, life, work, friends, money.. every part of my life seems to be collapsing at the moment. but i need to have a strong spirit first and foremost.
i will work on it, one breath at a time.