be content with my life

Wow… I haven’t been on 43things since 20 months. Awful lot of things happened with me – some good also some bad. I would say, finally this year (2009) is really bringing the positive changes I hoped for.
So, let’s put the date for the 2-year anniversary of my last entry here.
I should have 5 asterisks for this at the end:
- work (* already)
- appartement (planned for summer)
- family (I would say ~ which is already better than before)
- love (first self-evaluation and continuously crossing fingers)
- health & self image (almost * : I have some health issues but I’m getting more and more sporty and also more confident with my self physically and psychically as well)

So 1,5 /5 yet. Not bad however I think :-D

Finding peace & joy in everything

I picked this as a thing to do over a year ago. After a rough patch in my life… not everything is perfect. There are still a lot of things that I want to accomplish, but I am very happy with where I am right now in life.

just when I start to be anywhere near content with my life something always happens…my parents are going through a really rough time, and not only are they takin it out on me, mostly my dad, there making me a middle man. what I have come to realize tho, is that there is always going to be some aspect in life that your not going to like. and you just have to deal with it. I’m getting better at balancing everything out. its a step forward from where I was before. :D

there are so many things in my life that are going on at one time. I want to take a step back and breath, but i can’t. and its sophocating.

I am learning to take what life dishes out as graciously as I can. No easy task, but I don’t want to live with expectations that put pressure on myself and those around me.

Haven’t been around since 6 months at least. Work stuff is better, but gets boring – and my private stuff sucks… trying to move on, but it is terrible difficult :-/
So I set one more 1-year date for myself to better (this time) my private life.

I want to be content and appreciate what i have now…..and not expect more, I do realise that i work to live but its hard to decide that i dont live to work.BUT if i dont work then how do i live, even im confused now

Stop thinking about how much I wish I was someone else. Life could be worst, much worst. I’m lucky. I just got to realize that.

i don’t know.
it just seems that the small things have been falling into place.
and the things i suck at don’t bother me so much anymore.
for now, for today, for this moment, i am content with life.
and that’s all that’s important.