keldr001 is doing this again?
I live across from this forest, and tonight, about an hour before sunday, while the nighttime fog was creeping in, I had the sudden urge to walk into the forest. I took my dog Wolf and wandered in. I spent my childhood in the forest, playing with my brothers all of the time. I hadn’t gone in the forest in years. It’s all different now. There are a lot of stumps because of the dead trees that had to be cut. There’s no path anymore. It’s just chaos- the way a forest usually is. I had to crawl over downed trees and their broken branches, searching for a spot to sit. I sat, and thought about lots of different, small things having to do with my life. A play I’m in. Writing. Being in love with someone I am no longer with. How nice trees are. Binge drinking the night before. Meditating. Nonsense, nonsense. Nothing came to me. I left and took the darkness of the forest along with me.
