make yoga a daily part of my life

I decided to become a yoga teacher

Currently, I’m on week 7 of the Bikram yoga teacher training. We’ve been practicing asanas and dialogue basically non-stop. This experience has taught me that yoga is definitely a practice and each day/moment is different. Also, yoga is a part of daily life, even if you don’t practice the asanas each day. Just be mindful of your breath and connect with something whether it is your own spirit, another person or the earth.

This goal is my resolution for 2007!

I’m slacking haven’t attended like i want to be. Going in the morning which means i need to get to bed and sleep!

I don’t know what is not working. But I just can’t seem to get myself up and out of bed to go to Yoga class. I know that I have to. I just hired a personal trainer and I’m not going to waste my money by skipping classes. (Got a great deal! $50/classes for 6 classes) I also decided that I really need to do this. I met someone whom seems really interested, but he is buff ( oh me oh my good looking and totally fit!) Then here is me all frumpy and dumpy! Beside which how great would it be to be able to go my sons soccer game in 6 months looking like a sexy 25 year old with this great looking, very fit man, that wants to help coach soccer. While my ex and his (whore) oh, I mean wife show up each being over weight by a good 50+ lbs.

That would be the ultimate revenge. I’ve already decided that sleeping with him while he is married to her just isn’t good enough revenege. Granted she was sleeping with him when we were supposed to be working on our marriage. But I still want something even better. Me looking better and slimmer then her, with a guy better and in such supremem shape as my friend what better revenge….

I had decided to join a gym near where I used to work at. Attend several of their classes but really fell in love with the Yoga class. I had already been doing Pilates, which was nice and fun, but not nearly as relaxing and tension releaving as Yoga was. I am planning on creating a zen/Yoga relazation type garden in the back yard of my boyfriends home (with his permission of course) we are planning on moving in together in August as we continue to work on remodeling his home. I have several ideas in mind but I want to incorporate both of your styles and desires into the garden area. He is into Tai-Chi (spelling the martial arts type yoga) so I was thinking we will need mats for the ground and a place to store them. along with our other excerse equipment.

I have been thinking of this for soooooooooo long. I have videos, mats, equipment, even YOGA magazines!~ I am such a POSER! I only do it sporadically even though I want so deeply to make it my daily morning ritual! What is WRONG with me???