not get AP this trimester

Ok so I totally didn’t accomplish this goal. I got AP. Twice actually. And there’s something incredibly great that happens when you get AP twice: you get AP every morning for 2 weeks, including weekends. Yeah, so I have to be at church at 7AM every morning until May 6th.
The reason I got AP the first time was legit. The second, I believe was bogus. But it’s over and not worth talking about.
I’m actually extremely thankful that I got 2 week AP. Yeah…thankful.
Take a look at my other goals and you’ll see that one of them is to wake up at 6AM everyday. Well that hasn’t been happening lately and it’s really been weighing down on me. So I’ve been asking God to help me! And He’s so faithful!!!!!! He’s giving me two weeks free basically! Two weeks where I HAVE to get up at 6 in order to get ready and find a ride(which I think He took care of that too) on time. This is seriously so wonderful. I think I have some sort of sleeping disorder so I can never really get a full night sleep and my body has a really hard time adjusting to different schedules. But with this AP, God is giving me 2 weeks to let my body adjust and show me that it IS POSSIBLE so then I can start waking up on my own.
Now I just need some help staying awake during AP…I can’t afford coffee or anything else with caffeine and I’m a little reluctant to even be dependent on caffeine anyway. I guess if it’s ok with God and He wills it, He’ll provide it.

We’re doing our Torah study this trimester. Well it’s not really a Torah study. It’s more of a things-found-in-the-Torah study. We have to pick one of the first five books of the Bible and base all of our scripture studies off of that. We just got all the details for this trimester last Wednesday. Wednesday nights I have the Principles for Life service to go to. Thursday-Saturday was Experience, for which I ran tech for every service and thus came early and stayed late. Saturday I had cleanup from Experience then I had to make sure the hundreds of Life Group dvd’s worked and then I was dead tired and took a nap and watched Rob Bell’s teaching Everything is Spiritual(holy crap it’s good!). Then I had Sunday morning service today, ate lunch, and started laundry. I decided I’m going to do Deuteronomy for my study. But now I’m stinking tire from such a long week. I want to have a sabbath but I HAVE to get my scripture study done. They say if your SS takes you more than 2 hours you’re taking way too long. I say if you’re scripture study only takes you 2 hours you’re not trying hard enough. So my SS takes me a long time. I concentrate hard. I research and re-research. It takes alot out of me. Alot I don’t have in me right now. I’m gonna try taking nap for an hour maybe then I think I’ll get started.
I have worship practice tomorrow night so I can’t work on it then. I’m making it my goal to not get AP this trimester so that means I have to get this SS done by Tuesday morning and get more than an %80.
I wish tomorrow wasn’t home-opener appreciation day and that we didn’t have Earthbeat this week and still have scripture study on top of all of our other responsibilities. But I guess hard work makes the dream work.