Stop over thinking everything

well, i am 13 and i know i shouldnt be thinking about everything..like i overthink about growing up too fast, and about what happens when you die. I know you got o heaven and see Jesus’ face, but what happens after that? Do you get reincarnated? If you think about it, our life cycle never ends. I’m fine with life, but living forever? Sometimes i think about it like im only 13 death happens everyday…i know i shouldn’t be thinking about this, but i can’t stop. PLease someone help me! I can’t think right anymore..I can’t even wathc t.v without thinking! PLEASE IM BEGGING I JUSZ NEED A NORMAL LIFE FOR A 13 YEAR OLD! PLEASE!

I OVER THINK EVERYTHING FROM PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME ON THE TRAIN TO WHAT MY GIRLFRIEND SAYS ABOUT MY MOOD SWINGS I’M A MESS FOR REAL !!!

I CAN’T WATCH TV WITHOUT PICKING EVERYTHING APARTI WENT TO SEE SEX IN THE CITY AND MY FIRST WAS REMAK WAS WHY DOES JENNIFER HUDSON HAVE TO SAY “A REAL LOUIE FOR ME ?”

I POINT OUT AND OVERTHING EVERYTHING, THEN I TRY TO OBSERVE WHAT WRONG WITH ME AND OVERTHINK THAT, I’M OVER THINKING WHAT TO DO TO RELAX, I HAVEN’T SLEPT IN THREE WEEKS AND HAVE DEVELOPED DEEP PATTERNS OF DEPRESSION, INSOMNIA, AND I’M PARANOID…I’M A MESS

BUT HEY I COULD BE WORSE

Sometimes I have to pick apart an issue to the point where there can be no more points made about it, no more information to be found, where I can become, “Such an expert,” on it, that I’m arrogant. I also worry too much, and get too stressed over small things. I hate it. Depression pills don’t seem to be doing a damn thing, so I think I need them changed, or a different, much higher dosage. I just don’t know. I thik about things way too much, when I should be focusing on something much more important, when what I’m focusing on is truly meaningless.

Isn’t it funny how things start going well and then for some reason you getting that sneaking feeling. The uneasiness that is caused when everything in your life seems to be going right. Then you make such an effort to think about everything and analyze it all that…BOOM! All of a sudden things aren’t going so great anymore and it is because you started thinking too hard about everything. Every relationship, almost every friendship, nearly every job, everything I have had or done has in some way been effected by the fact that I over think things too much!

dont think i will EVER be able to do this one!
I just look into things like way too much! lol

I can’t help myself, I live by the law of gravity, that every action has a reaction. Only in my head, every action can have at least five different reactions which all need to be considered. I’ve been told I live in an age of selfish people wanting instant gratification with little care for long term consequences. Why of why can’t I be like that…a little!

I over analyze everything. I think too much. I read too much into things. Im obsessive. Im conpulsive. Im a.. a.. a ..dork.

I grew up in a home with people that over analyzed everything. They were WONDERFUL people,but everything had to be disected and life became a chore. I decided to go a different route and actually live my life and enjoy the moments!!! Take things for what they are, both good and bad and roll with it. Overanalyzing just makes you unfulfilled and eventually bitter. Your circumstances don’t make you…but they CAN make you stronger…and more resiliant.

My brain needs an off switch. Or at least a lower gear.
No progress has been made.