I know adults who have beautiful minds, beautiful hearts and souls. They inspire, they love, they live lives that enable others to live theirs too. I want to be an adult like that. I don’t want to lose my wonder. I don’t want to lose faith or hope. I don’t want to become closed-minded and believe I have “seen more, and so know what a bitch life can be”. I want to encourage my kids, not swear at them or give them big lectures telling them what kind of a person they are when they are not that person at all. I want to be able to still smile at little things i find beautiful that no-one else sees. I don’t want to surround myself with so much that i miss them. I want to still crave the need to help others, i want to crave that they receive their happiness. I never ever ever want to become a typical “adulty” adult. I want to maintain the balance of childhood thirst for new, with the adultesque ability and freedom to make a difference…

Rant over for now…thought pattern not so much!

Love and life please. I shall not become ignorant. 5 years ago