no matter what
15 months ago
I sleep too much because I’m scared of my life sometimes and staying in bed is an easy way to avoid living it. That’s the thing about realized dreams- once you get there you expect yourself to actually experience them. Now that I live in New York, now that I go to the college I wanted to go to, now that I have unlimited resources and multiple ways of getting what I really want, I’m freaking out. I’ve totally lost my mind and I don’t get out of bed, and I’m missing it. I worked so hard to get here and I’m missing it. So I’m going to get up. It’s the first step to everything. I’m going to get up and live mornings, even if I’ve had very little sleep, even if I’m still a little drunk, even if I have nothing official to do for hours.
