verrin ~ Carpe Ricardo!
He did not treat Rat properly. And i don’t like it.
How I did it: Well, admiitedly I didn't exactly tell him. He knew all along! But, wasn't into me :( He got a friend to tell me during the summer holidays, which at least gave me time to sorta get my head together. But, when we got got back to college, we kinda ignored one another.BUT, I suppose the reason that I said I'd done this was that I decided one day whilst we were both in our college study centre to approach him and have… Read how I did it…
MagentaHardcore the wrong queen
How I did it: It was on a Sunday, i had to see a friend of mine at 8pm and it was 7.30pm... so i decided to call him because i didn't have anything else to do and i wanted to see him because he had been in Italy for the last week. I called him, he told me he was busy doing his homework but that he wanted me to call him later because he wanted to see me, so i went to a cafe... smoked a lot of cigarettes then went to my friend's place and left at 9pm, si… Read how I did it…
verrin ~ Carpe Ricardo!
He did not treat Rat properly. And i don’t like it.
He already knew but it was worth it just to get it out there. And nothing has really changed so it’s all good.
i dont think theres really a point to telling him anymore. i dont want to talk to him. i dont want anything to do with him. i dont even know if my feelings for him exist anymore. we’ll see.
MagentaHardcore the wrong queen
“parc du tremblay”, when i think about it, sometimes, it’s strange… i don’t know why this park means so much to us, we kissed because two friends afraid they might mess their first kiss asked us to show them how to “french-kiss”, pathetic haha. (it was a long time ago, we were kids back then, only 13 and now we’re almost 18 so…) there’s a lot i can tell about our “relationship”, but today i was just thinking of this afternoon in this particular park with this particular guy i used to hug everyday… now i act more like a femme fatale than i used to, unpredictable, well, i’ve always been unpredictable, especially to him but it’s different today, i feel more mysterious haha and the thing is that he still want to know everything i am about… but i can’t tell him right now, not yet…
After certain circumstances on Friday night, I’m not sure that I should be telling him anytime soon. Besides, I think he already might know…
fiascoDarling STUDY LEAVE
“There’s just no one who gets me like you do, you are my only, my only one”
this basically sums up how I feel about him :( I wish he knew or felt the same and would make the first move. I’m so scared about this :(
Lucita Changing the world, starting with me..
Maybe I thought about it a litte bit too long..
I’ve had the chance to tell him how I feel for about 4 years and 2 relationships but obviously never did, and now.. I’m more than glad to SAY..(ironic) that I have no longer feelings for him..
I missed my chance I guess but now seeing my situation from a different perspective I should have, because I can’t stop thinkin what would have happened..
So.. I guess that what I’m trying to say is that… don’t think about it too long.. don’t hesitate.. if you fell it go for it..
live Life!
fruitbat is trying to do things on her own.
I told him! Absolutely everything I’d been feeling. And he feels the same way. And now we are a happy couple! And WOW, this is an entirely new experience for me! I am so glad I summoned up the courage to do it, even if it did end up being over instant messaging. Don’t know if I’d of been able to in person.
fruitbat is trying to do things on her own.
This still seems a bit surreal. It has just never happened before. I’ve met an incredible guy. I’ve had crushes before, but not in a long, long time. And it has never like this. We just met a few weeks ago, and have been talking or chatting on AIM with one another constantly since then. We both have problems with social anxiety, with connecting with people, and we just have so much in common, and the way we view the world is so similar, we’ve already told each other so much that we’ve never told anyone before. This is a completely new experience for us both.
So we’ve already become something like best friends, but obviously what I feel for him is much more strong than that. I’m pretty confident that he feels the same way, but I have to be absolutely sure before I can say it. I just can’t call up the courage to tell him otherwise. I’m really hoping he makes the first move. I think he must know how I feel about him, but is also doubting himself. We’re both shy and lack confidence, but someone has to make the first move. Amazingly, I don’t mind it being me, but still I am very scared…
I can’t stop thinking about him. Or when I’ll see him again. The wait is driving me crazy. Is he feeling these same things?