find somewhere i belong

I belong on Loomis Street, in Chicago, Illinois. I belong on the big red front steps, where my dahlias will grow in pots, and I will look across the street at Arrigo Park. I belong on the same block as the baker who gives me a cannolli and knows my name. I belong where I can write my book, take long walks, and enjoy the seasons as they grow and change just as we do.

I belong where somebody wants to hold me hand, love me, and enjoy all of these things with me. This is simple, really.

the place where i belong. i am only 16 but iv never realy felt like i belong any where. iv move three times and none of these places realy make me happy i dont have people i belong with yet either one day i can feel it i will find my place but right now i need to find me

I don’t have to find my one place yet.

My room! Should I flag this as done? hmmmm

[Verse 1]
I had nothing to say
and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(i was confused)
and i live it all out to find, but im not the only person wit these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that i got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
i wanna heal i wanna FEEL what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong

and i got nothing to say. i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face
(i was confused)
look at everywhere only to find.
it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind.
(so what am i)
what do i have but negativity
cuz i cant TRUST NO ONE by the way everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose)
nothing to gain im hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own

[repeat chorus]

[Verse 3] (Chester)
I will NEVER KNOW MYSELF UNTIL i do this on my own
cuz i will never feel anything else until my WOUNDS ARE HEALED
i will never be anything til i break away from me
i will break away. ill find myself today

Linkin Park is coming to Japan! Sold out:-(

I’ve traveled the world… still no clue. What is the recipe for home anyway?

30 ..and i still dont know where i should belong..
should i stay in the same city with my dad ?
or in other city where my mum is?
or in the city where is my friends lived
or maybe go to other country where i can marry my girl
all with those consequences of their won,
i wish im a multiply man ;p

It’s more about a social scene to me than a place. It’s silly i guess that at 22 i still need to find where i belong, i shouldn’t need a group to identify me…i know i have an identity of my own but i still need to know where i’m happy. Over the past year i’ve become so disallusioned with the alt scene…getting a little tired of being the only one my age in clubs or at gigs…i know there are people older but there’s no mid range…only the teenagers and those that were there when it all started (and should perhaps know better by now). I’m only a student foranother year and then i have to find my place in the big bad world…..i’d like to be a little more comfortable with who i am and where i belong by then..I’m hoping i’ll find it in Cardiff, guess we’ll see in a month or two…

The place is Glasgow, for now.

I’m getting better at the belonging bit too.