jump with a parachute

So, we were supposed to jump 2 weeks ago. It rained and for that reason, was postponed for later. “Later” was planned for past Monday, however, due to personal circumstances, got postponed once again. Oh! How long will I wait and how many more times will I have to mentally prepare myself for this? This time, my friend and I decided we will sometime next week. I guess we have to set a specific date to make it more realistic.

Of course I have dreamed about it since I was child. In any way everyone thinks about it. But the most of us won’t let their thoughts become actions… So, a preparation course which took as a couple of weeks passed and I was able to make my first jump. I remember how hard that course was. As for me, I have never been afraid of any physical activity. But those days the sweat poured over my eyes. However now I can understand my instructors were right.
That day, when I stood in a line with two of parachutes and waited for my turn I was happy and excited. All of my mates seemed excited and happy too. We smiled and looked at the landing helicopter which seemed like dragon-fly. Then we embarked in an aircraft. We smiled when it took of the ground we smiled one of another. We looked through the illuminators at the ground which seemed like map. Each of us thought he was ready to make the jump emotionless. But when I saw how my friends disappeared in front of me in blue and white sky, I felt uncertainty. When I made my first step into emptiness I felt like something exploded inside of me a little. I felt the adrenaline…When my parachute opened I felt what the real happiness is. I screamed in the sky and thought how good the life is. All of my friends did the same. When I landed I wanted to do this again. I looked at the helicopter above me and dreamed to feel this feeling again. But my second jump was the next day.
That day was the first day when I felt fear. But I made my second jump easier than first. After that I have had many jumps. And I continue this until now.

I do wanna make 3 parachute jumps, it seems, like I will achieve freedom after a jump. I hope everything will be ok :)