be myself no matter the cost

who i am….

if i had a nickel for every time someone informed me of this i would have a butt load of nickels thats for sure!!!!
sometimes i have to force myself to be a jerk…because its what is needed at the time…other times it just happens naturally…whats up with that?

on 43t about things i have done in my life whether it be fooling around with married women or doing drugs…i just want to make it clear i AM IN NO WAY PROUD of myself or trying to brag or whatever…opening up about what i consider to be mistakes and learning experiences in my life is my way of over coming and trying to move forward to be a better person if that makes any sense…i am not hiding myself anymore,either you will like me for who i am now and who i want to become or you wont…i can live with it either way but i hope we will be friends

there is a cost…oh well =)

i need to get a move on,its going to hurt i know but it needs to be done…for my own good

myself is really just a fuckin prick?...hmmm
an unexamined life and all right?...time to re-examine i guess…got to be some reason everyone around me is always gettin all pissy

typos typos typos…jeesh!!!...i swear i can spell(somewhat)...just cant type

“to thine own self be true’ as the bard said