ohmynetty rawr
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1 month ago
my heart keeps getting crushed. D:
How to learn to love again
It made me
very happy 
"The best decision of my life!"
How I did it: I saw this guy I liked, and just turns out, he liked me back in secret. for the next few weeks he followed me and finally talked to me. After a few months, he admitted to loving me. I told him I loved him back. Over the years I hated anyone who even got near me. Finally after 6 long years I saw a guy I liked who didn't break my heart and pound it to pieces.
Lessons & tips: never give up and don't be too picky. but still don't go for too soft, tough, and other guys.
Resources: none that I know of.
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Lost, until found again.
3 months ago
I found someone and gave all of my love, every ounce and gave it to her…
She took it all, she left, now I’m all out.
I don’t love anything anymore…
anything or anyone.
I just need someone to give me some of theirs…
just getting that off my chest
Heres the story..
8 months ago
At first everything was sheer bliss, we had not a care in the world, it was simple, fun, loving and we just clicked. We gave everything for each other day in and day out. I tend to think we really were happy and deeply in love. At least I was with her. Three years later I am now alone due to my mistakes. No I didn’t cheat on her. I now feel empty and so alone sometimes. She says she cant trust me but wants to be friends. I ask myself why be friends when she cant even trust me. This was now 10 months ago and it still hurts me every day in and day out. I try and get over it but I can’t. It mildly pathetic. I can’t look at another girl. I can’t feel for another girls. I have tried to go out on dates but it feels so wrong for some reason. I hope I can do it in time. It’s hard….
Kris
www.myspace.com/kmatzy
I CAN DO IT
15 months ago
I feel as if this is accomplished because I’ve learn to love again. Sure, I’m in no relationship, but I’m ready for one. I’ll take on the goods and the bads. And while I’m trying to enjoy my “single” time, I am learning to love myself, because that is most important. Right? Right!
grrrrr
23 months ago
well i went out with with him for over a year.i let myself go with him he was everything to me.i lived and breathed him.i knew this was unhealthy.it never used 2 b this.i was the once in control.then one day i jsut seemed 2 fall
ne wa i found out he cheated on me.and i dnt kno how many times or who with either i guess i never got the closure i needed the closure i still need.
with been split for 4 months hes had sex with 3 people already.this makes me feel like shit.
although there is a lovely boy in my life who treats me great who i like talking to and have fun with..so u wud think im starting 2 fall in love with him but no we kiss and there isnt there what was there for the previous one.when my new huy treats me so much better
so confused
i never thought would ever happen again
2 years ago
it has been a long time since he left me and i stayed wallowing within my own darkness for 3 years. but the after one day of getting sick and tired of being sick and tired 11 months later (3yrs and 11 months)i met someone who has changed my life and it feels like hes my soulmate when we are together. although i have many trust and other issues to deal with still we have been together for 6 months now.
i think you'll be happy to hear...
2 years ago
that i took your advice and talked to the guy! i explained the whole thing, and how i wanted to love him, but i was afraid. he was SO UNDERSTANDING. he said that he loved me enough to help me open myself up to someone again, and that he would wait as long as that took and would never pressure me into anything i couldn’t handle yet.
I CANNOT THANK YOU GUYS ENOUGH.
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2 years ago
It started over a year ago, when I made the mistake of letting a guy lead me on. I hate myself now for being so blind. He had acted like he loved me and wanted me in his life, but he never really did. He had purposefully built up my confidence just to completely crush me. He left me suddenly for my “best friend”, and this had been planned right from the start.If only I had known then it was just a sick joke. His buddies all got a real laugh out of that one.
For months on end I cried myself to sleep. I had given him everything I had in my heart, and he destroyed it. I found no joy in living anymore. I attempted suicide twice. I could not see any good coming from my sad life. I felt like a disappointment to everyone I knew. He had been my everything, and now he had hurt me more than anyone else ever had.
And then I met another guy. A guy who I could talk to. A guy who cared what I had to say, and what I felt. A guy who actually WANTED ME. I tried so hard to open up myself up to him. But, I couldnt bring myself to let another person into my life. I was so afraid of being hurt again. I had no trust in anyone anymore.
I want to want him. I want to be able to give him everything I have in my heart, just like I had given it to the first guy. I want to learn to forget, and to love him.
