be someone greater than whats expected

i want to be someone, i want to do something. i want to like what i do- i want it to be a passion. i need to figure out just exactly what that is. but i dont think i can pin-point it that would be to much of a difficult task. i want to write, paint, be a deplomat, be respected, be known, and successful- but only wealthy if i earn it right. i think what i need is an oppurtuity an opening and an awakening.