be completely comfortable with myself

When I made this goal, I don’t think that I realized the scope of what I was taking on or how hard it would be. I think I am constantly becoming more comfortable with myself, but being completely comfortable is difficult. For example, if I realize that I’ve gained a couple pounds and don’t look as fit as I did a couple years ago… then suddenly instead of looking at all of the other ways I’ve progressed in that time, I’m uncomfortable with my appearance. Or, I’ll meet someone and realize that I feel shy and insecure and wish I had worn a different pair of socks with my shoes instead of feeling confident that I’m intelligent, funny, and original. I’ve come a long way in the last couple of years, but there’s still a journey ahead!