stop being intimidated and feeling inferior

This is a big one for me. I always see the better in other people, but can’t see anything better in myself. Even when people compliment me, I can’t feel like it’s true…
It’s kind of sad, but I hope I can beat it!

I intimidate.

Quite a ways for me to go but i have started to stand up for myself and not let people tell me what to do, I make my own choices from now on!

still a long way to go here

I’m forever being intimidated by people and being jealous of people. If I walk past a girl with blonder hair than me, bigger boobs than me, whiter teeth than me.. whatever it is people that I’m jealous of make me feel really uncomfatable.. and i want to try to stop that from happening..

It lost me Friends, but it was something I had to do. Not for anyone else; for myself. I feel a sense of accomplishment through it =]

I know it’s not true, but I cant help feeling that way sometimes. And some ppl just intimidate me cuz they’re so confident and stuff. I guess it’s really all apart of my being shy, which I’m also trying to overcome. I need my friends back, if they really are friends.

It automatiically happens now. I have programmed it into my being. Certain people who I feel are superior to me, I completely close my self off to b.c in my mind, they are better than me and would not even care what I had to say. These are the stresses that I really do bring upon myself. Tisk Tisk Tisk.