feel sexy

I Dont feel sexy,dont even look sexy lol

My male friends confide in me, trust me, have laughs with me and I love that.

They’re attracted to my spirit and heart I think. They don’t find me sexy. I’m not in denial, I know I’m no Eva Mendez.

I don’t dress skanky or wear heels to the dairy. I am a busy mum of 3 & there’s gotta be room for some ooh la la energy.

Here I am, I’m 37 yrs old, have 3 teenage sons, ages 13, 16 & 17. From the age of 14, I’ve been working full-time, first to help my parents put food on the table for my 7 siblings and then to support my children. Although, I’ve started working full-time since I was 14, I did managed to graduate high school with an average GPA of 3.0. Once I graduated from High School, my actions changed my priorities from taking care of my siblings to taking care of my children. During my adolescent years I was always on the heavy side. I was 18 yrs, 5’6”, 175 lbs. Six years, 3 children later, I ballooned to 255 lbs!! I was unhappy with myself and felt depressed but couldn’t afford to focus on myself as I had 3 little boys needing 100% of my attention. Unfortunately, during these years my self-esteem hit rock bottom and my husbands criticism didn’t help. Once I was 26 yrs of age, I found a job that has turned into a career for me. I started in an entry level position and have worked up my way to supervision. Due to my career growth, I feel that my self-esteem has improved tremendously and at the same time my boys have grown and become more independent. At age 33, I decided to undergo the lap-band procedure. I was praying for a miracle but unfortunately it didn’t happen for me. A couple year later, 35 lbs lighter, I was still stuck at 220 lbs. Throughout the years I’ve had my ups and downs with other issues in my life and weight loss always takes the back seat because I always put other needs before mine. This has always been the case but I’m ready to do whatever I need to do to feel and look better. For the last couple of months I’ve been going to the gym, Monday-Friday, for 1 hour before going into work. It’s sometimes difficult to wake-up at 4:00 am to get going but I realize it’s a sacrifice I must make in order to achieve my goal. I’ve also changed my eating habits. It’s difficult working full-time, going to school part-time, have family time, and going to the gym, all within 24 hours and then find the time to cook healthy. So even though I don’t have the time to prepare healthy meals, I do ensure to have plenty of soups, bananas, yogurts, and healthy frozen foods at my work. Last week, I met my goal of weighing less than 200 lbs! I almost cried when I saw the scale read 198!! It’s the lightest I’ve been in at least 16 years! I’m still a big woman but I already feel so much better about myself. I also notice that people treat me differently than when I was at my heaviest. My goal is to reach 160 lbs and than seek liposuction and a tummy tuck. That’s my ultimate goal but I don’t know if I’ll have the financial means. I was gifted with an extraordinary son that is focused on attending a 4 yr university so I might have to make the choice of paying for his education or paying for my surgery. Obviously, it’s not much of a choice, my son’s future comes first so my dream of obtaining the body I so desperately hope for will have to wait another few years unless someone will help me obtain my dream. Thank you for reading! I will continue to work-out and keep ya’ll posted on my progress.

i dont like what normal girls like/use to feel sexy. I dont like jewelry, not a fan of pinks or purples, i dont think i look attractive in sexy lingerie so i find it uncomfortable.

Im a curvy girl (not fat), blonde hair blue eyes huge boobs…
...i have scars on my breasts… :-\

i just feel like because im not a size 6 or smaller that I can look good naked lol.

Okay, so like someones already said i want to not just be sexy, i want to feel sexy..

just someone saying “you’re hot”.. isn’t enough for me; that doesn’t make me feel sexy, it makes me feel like a sex toy. I want a man to desire me, for my curves and all my imperfections! (noones perfect!)

i need to learn how to not be afraid or uncomfortable about the attention feeling sexy brings and don’t try to make myself look less attractive just because i get a compliment.

I am sexy, and now feel it too…

and it feels great

not just BE sexy, FEEL sexy.

being a 21 year old mom of 3 might not be that attractive…im working on it…

feeling sexy is the best thing u can do ever :)