study diligently instead of cramming until my eyes fall out !

so, my high school education is over.
i mean, i graduated and stuff but when i get my exam results back i know i will be disappointed because i did not study at all.
stupid of me.
argh.
idiot.

my name is sarah and i suck.
seriously.
how do people keep together in the last year of high school !
it’s horrible.

i’m not coping at all.

so i’m an exercise ahead and i seem to be doing okay at the moment, but next lesson we will see our results and go through the correct answers…

i really don’t want to.

and i have a chem assessment on esters tomorrow – prac and write up. i hope i do okay. i found the exercise okay (:
so that’s gotta be a good thing.

bio – assessment on thursday. plant hormones, tropisms, and all that.
i should be fine.

:)
wish me luck !

when i actually study, and it leads to the same shithole marks.

i know, you’re probably thinking, stay positive but when i didn’t study, i’d get the same marks.

is there really any point.

maybe it’s just math.
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about that oral that i left until, literally the last minute (i had for free periods in which i wrote up my ten minute oral, edited, printed out and made palm cards out of) and i received a 17/20.
WOO HOO ~

i felt guilty when girls who had theirs ready for two weeks and practically knew their speeches off by heart received lower than me.

what the hell am i doing ?
year twelve, first ENGLISH oral is on thursday and i haven’t even started.

_{damn.
i’m addicted to this website.
should be doing homework. D:}