workout every day

Exercise, for me, is an angel that I like to turn into a demon.

I am passionate about it and love it, feel great when i am working out regularly.
I started school this year and went through two breakups in six months. The result? 20 pounds extra, no working out.
Now, after this last horrible break up, I want myself back. I want my best self back. Working out everyday for the next month or two will do the trick. It will be empowering. It will be for me. It will be my salvation. My little action to tell me: “You can take care of yourself. Who cares what others think, what others do or say. You are the only one who can change your life and you are doing it. You are amazing!”

I am commited to this. Completely doable. I dont see any other option anyway.

been sick this week. not working out much. hope the gym teacher doesnt give me shit.

it will be fine. i will avoid using negative terms, so ill say that he will be fine with it and if he has a problem i will make him eat the doctors note and then bring my cup of piss down to show him my symptoms.

signed up at nysc for the time being. i have to go later today but i will. it still takes some motivation but i can do it. my weight is still down and my strength is up, which is great. looking for some great gains by the summer…

gym is getting better. my strength is up. i have the motivation, somethings have been busy and i havent been able to go cus of tests but overall im getting better with it and keeping my weight down. im getting there.

I’ve been doing really good. I would have gone right after my workout today but I have an exam. My strength is almost at 100% and my weight is still down. I’m happy about that.

kicked my ass in the gym 2x this week when i was inclined to not go. once when i had already gotten back to my apt from school, at about 830, and i had an exam the next day…and then today on the way back from the store. i was tired, but i was like no i gotta go. u kno what, im glad i got myself in there, cus its making me feel like myself of old. badass and motivated. my legs are gonna kill me tomorrow though. but its worth it.

I want to just have the motivation I had again. I know I can get in shape but I just don’t want to put it off. I feel tired and its easy to shelve the workout but I just feel crappy in the end and it makes me feel better, I feel great and in general when I do workout mroe things are always more positive for me.

Im still in great shape and all that shit but I just want the drive. I want that passion. Yeah I had passion for the gym.

I gotta stay in it. I wish I had a place to dance too. Soon as I hear from cindy…

I feel realy good about myself when I work out on a regular basis. I have started working out just a half hour a day and am committed to taking better care of myself.

Today I did 200 sit up’s, 10 kicks to each leg, and I stretched in a split.

I wanna get fit.