fall in love with someone who is in love with me, too

I deserve to love someone with my whole heart, and I deserve to be loved back in the same manner. I will not settle for less, and I will not allow society to make me feel “incomplete” while I’m searching for that love.

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No, like the title this isnt really a goal of mine.
Everyone desires to be loved, and to love.
EVERYONE.
Im happy to not love, untill its real. Not the fairytale perception of ‘real’ but honest, open, forgiving love.
Im young i know, and i am in no hurry.
I still have the belief that there is someone out there, not someone whos perfect for each of us. But someone who is close enough that their imperfections are survivable, but most of all what makes them..and through that makes your love for them real.

Wow, don’t think this one will ever happen. Have the pessimistic vision of living alone with lots of cats…Damned social phobia. Ah…how do you know what love is? Everyone says it’s not like how you imagine it. I think I have this unrealistic view that will never be realised. So I don’t even try…oh well, I have my imagination :-S

Jason and I fell in love instantly. I never thought it could happen until it happened to me! We have been together since our first date 8 months ago and are getting married this July! I’ve been in love before but NOTHING and I mean NOTHING compares to the love I share with my soon-to-be husband!

my goal could be more accurately worded as don’t fall in love with someone who isn’t in love with me too.
it’s different, but it has more to do with me evolving personally, rather than revolving around a potential partner.

Ok. See, that sounds a lot easier than it really is. How do I know for sure? He tells me he does…Well he never really said the L word, but he did say that I mean much to him. That counts like pretty much the same thing right? Should I continue to hold back, until he confirms my deepest desire, or shall I make the process speedier by professing first? Then, what if he doesnt say it? After all its just a dumb word,...Right? Right?

Ugh! “I just want to fall in love with someone who is in love with me, too”

Well well … its been 2 months 25 days and 13 hours ago that i last spoke to HIM!! Geographicly it was not easy but hey!! LOVE CONCERS ALL! Anyway … before that 2 months and 25 days and 13 hours, there was 9 months of long distance calls! Wait Wait let me start from the beginning lol! We have been friends online for quite a long time (only hi and bye though) Then he came to my country for holiday and i thought what the hell, lets meet up! I remember coming back from work being knackered!! Only looking forward to a nice shower and relaxing on the couch infront of my TV. But what can i say! I am a real push over … so here we go! Quick shower, no make up, wet hair tide back and off we went! LOL i didnt even know he was black waiting in the reception of his hotel for him! Anyway one thing led to another and our quick coffee turned out to last 3 days! I lost my heart completely! All good things come to an end cos i was leaving for Australia for 10 days! For 10 days i ate, sleep, walk,.... this guy! Returning from Australia it was the start of 9 months of long distance calls almost everyday lasting hours! I could be the lowest low and just by hearing from him i was on cloud 9!! This feeling is priceless!! Only if you could put it in a bottle and sell it … Gawd wouldnt I be rich! Anyway … “hi’s” turn into “i miss you’s” very soon and before i could stop myself, i lost my heart! Never did before!! 9 months later, i could remember trembling just sitting next to him in his car! Damn was i a fool for this guy! After touching and holding hands and all those fun stuff, it was “bang” >> “this is confusing cos we only just friend” His words stabbed into me! Alot of tears later, i am sitting here today still waiting for my heart to heal and to trust love again! From now on i dont take chances no more! Never felt like this before and hopefully i will never again! Its not fun at all!! Will not love unless i am being loved!

It was back in high school…ahh, Chuck, why did I leave you?

This was definitely worth doing! I’m in love with my girlfriend molly, and safe to say she’s in love with me too! ^_