die fairly young

I figure that I should specify what I mean with this. I do not want to live to an age where I can’t do anything unassisted. I don’t want people to change my diaper. I would rather go out younger and better respected. At the same time, I also mean this as, I will eat what I want, drink what I want, not exercise if I don’t want to, and a prolonged life is not enough motivation for me to hold back on doing the things that I want to. I like lots of sour cream/butter/salt, and I will not hold back on these.

I want to do this too.
My friends say that is cause I don’t have kids or a marriage or anything happening long term that I would want to see through… But I look at my Grandad who is back on a walking stick after his third knee reconstruction and it confirms that I might be right.
It is not a morbid thing, in fact it is kinda the opposite as I want to be able to live life to the fullest (I hate cliches, but sometimes they are all I’ve got) right up until the very end.

Well the rollerblading has been over for several weeks, and I have started eating fast food again, so I might be back on the wagon. I am trying to stop a bad habit though, and if I succeed, it can throw things off again.

Recently started rollerblading with a friend here at school so I might be putting this one a few years further back than expected.