be happy with turning 30

bring it on

i think i’m ready

http://www.bored.com/makecountdowns/show.php

i guess life will see some what difference. hopefully my outlook will be different. it can be negative sometimes. i’m trying to work on that but it not that easy.

well hopefully some things will be by the end of the year.

like there was today for my mom 60th. i know it’s not going to happen but i hope somebody does something special for me , other than my parents.

i would really like something major to change in my life.

big by 30 even if it’s not the job i feel i really need to accomplish something.

just gotta have a good time all day and hopefully not run into any assholes or think about any of them

overall it seems like i’ve had some really shitty birthdays. i don’t know what i want but i really have to party. maybe get drunk as a skunk. LOL

like to do this next year is move, maybe not by 30 but i don’t want to stay here much longer.